Quase me deixei afogar
Nas mágoas do meu pesar
Será que eu sou quem sou?
Ou sou quem deveria estar
Do outro lado do rio?
Me espera um barqueiro
O nevoeiro não me deixa ver
Aonde chegarei
Mesmo assim entro no barco
Posso encontrar algumas tempestades no meu caminho
Mesmo que sozinho eu possa estar
Me sento na janela do meu temor
E olho para fora
Quem sabe eu possa me situar
De alguma maneira no meu abismo
O sol alguma hora vai aparecer
Brilhando no infinito
Do meu quase fim.
Can I go home now?
This place is suffocating me
Can I go where I can crumble my soul inside me?
Can I be left there for days until I can bloom again?
In a different form, different era?
I thought I had it all
But everything can be taken
I thought I could have made my mind stronger now
But I was just faking it
All the smile, all the laughter
I can't grasp it now
I thought I was going up
But now I am down
Such a cliché of life
I am just indifferent
Numb to it all
Just wanting to hide
Until the storm calms down.
As I stare into the abysm of my soul
I see a child with tears of gold
Holding her toy
Pleading and asking
To be seen, to be recognized
I see this kid
That I don't know how to comfort
Time have passed
Trees have grown
But the cried never stopped
Or the hole left in soul
Now surrounded of darkness
Trying to keep her little candle lit
She scrambles trough life
Fighting to exists
But her light is fading
And hope slowly dying
She is left of with the pieces
Of everything she had tried
Where is her destiny?
Where is her future?
The world around her is also being destroyed
And more...
She sees her, she sees it all
Even the golden tears
Lights out.
